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This Post Doesn't Make Sense

Sigh.
Where do I begin?

Honestly, been feeling & recalling... negative stuff lately...

I suddenly recall some particular occurrence in university. I remember feeling down for some time and then next week I was happy(?), full of hopes "I feel good! I can do this!"... then.. got back to feeling down days after that. At first, I thought "oh so I'm not that depressed then"... but... deep inside I know what I was going through wasn't normal. It didn't help that googling the symptoms brought me to the idea of bipolar disorder... hah! As if!....

...but...what if...

*silence*

Yeah.. so I recalled about that thing.. and another thing from primary school days. I... well.. how do I say this... in my mind, I see it as "I was bullied" but it was more like I got pushed into doing things I didn't want to...? I used to be that kid that couldn't say no & probably came across as a pushover to some people.. It was only in secondary school that I became braver at saying no. But not all the time. Even now... if I could avoid saying no, I will try to anticipate if I might fall into such events and act accordingly (might even involve manipulation)... in short, the current me is sensitive to hints of bullying/taking advantage of me...

...so it's probably obvious at this part.. Yes. My mind is going all directions and I'm talking gibberish... just hoping that putting these stuff down here help these rushing thoughts slow down..

Another thing... recently, I'm worried of getting bored easily. I don't care if I'm boring to others (har-har).. not that.. I'm worried that when I do something I enjoy, I would lose interest in it soon. This worry is real and I feel stressed over this more than I should..

Time: 2020-02-22T12:12:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2020 posts , My Dark Side , My Worrying Side , Personal Thoughts , University

March 11th at random

（一）

YesAsia cancelled my order. They couldn't find the books I want. It's kind of disappointing (esp after that "Meikyuu" incident)... but I found another online store I can order from (hopefully they could find them this time). More than a week ago, I asked my mum to help me buy 「鍵のかかった部屋」from Kinokuniya though :P (coincidentally she was in KL the next day for a meeting after I got the cancellation e-mail for Kagi's novel). I think it was the last copy - LUCKY!~~~

（二）
Exams. Didn't take the exam for the class I took during semester break last Friday. A certificate will be awarded (during graduation) if one passes the exam. I didn't attend the first week of the class so being the practical me, I decided not to waste my time there. ~~Stupid decision? Well, my choice, my life - deal with it.~~ Besides, I have another skill-related exam that I care more about that I should be focusing on now (the exam is tomorrow). But of course, I'm truly grateful for the knowledge taught to me during holidays - it would really help me pass my CG courses & get a better understanding of the programming world (hopefully).

（三）
Super excited for Ohno's new dorama this coming April! His character reminded me a lot of Galileo's (enjoyed this dorama when I saw it first in 2007) Yukawa-sensei. Mystery/detective things & Sherlock-type characters have always been my cup of tea. :D I can't wait to see his interpretation of Enomoto Kei! Even though my vocabulary is still lacking, I might attempt to read the original novel because I'm too curious of the lead male & female characters' interaction~ ...& Toda Erika. Didn't watch her doramas that much but I used to think her expressions were natural in Code Blue (haven't finish this though :P). Somewhat a better actress than Aragaki (judging from Code Blue). I could have liked her as an actress! XD (though I don't really like her characters in Nobuta & HanaDan2)

Time: 2012-03-11T21:41:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: # Kagi no Kakatta Heya , 2012 posts , at random , Books , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Ohno Satoshi 大野智 , Piano Exam , Shopping Bag , University , University: Year 3

昨日の気持ち。。。

Time: 2012-03-01T01:30:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 1st post , 2012 posts , blog images , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , No Mood , University , University: Year 3

Will Stay Nameless

I used to describe him having a vast range of knowledge in his field. Taking full-length classes with him this semester made me see something else... & think otherwise. I respect him. I still do. Maybe I'm being oversensitive but I could not always appreciate his "sense of humour".. ~~if you could call that humour~~. In fact, I will not tolerate it when he make fun of things I take interest in... such as art. Heck, I felt insulted even when he talked about Math (although I don't like Math that much anymore). How ironic...being in charge of a program you think mostly consist of things that have "doubtful" usefulness to future job prospects. Even if there are truths in that (of course not everyone can be mathematicians), it's unnecessary to make fun of it by telling your clients (students are clients, no?) in such a way as if they've made a bad investment or something. The future is an uncertain thing. You can envision a future... but there are still possibilities you will arrive at a different future from what you aimed for.

*a deeply offended individual*

Gosh. I really hate it when I found another thing to hate on besides something I already hate (& made peace with).

Time: 2012-03-01T01:10:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 1st post , 2012 posts , Angry , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , University , University: Year 3

月９

Yesterday, I went to my first class of the semester...

...which I had to drop eventually because the timetable clashes with another class.

I'm still thinking really, what made my day felt so lousy yesterday?

Was it because I suddenly got a text message telling me that the exam for the class I took during holidays was TOMORROW?

But later on, I got another text from my friend saying it is postponed to next week. Rejoiced but it still didn't make me feel good.

Then it must be related to the class I just attended. Actually it's a repeat class but apparently the lecturer (a different one from my time) decided to split the class according to the programs the 1st year students are currently in. The program I'm in has a different timetable. I should be attending the Thursday class... unfortunately, I'll be taking another calculus class (Differential Equations) at the same time. The lecturer recommended to take the class next year instead of this semester. *suddenly had the urge to say bad things at this point* This is it, I think, the thing that polluted my day. Bleh. I guess I didn't like being given advice this way... it felt like I was being told off just because I'm repeating the class. It's a terrible feeling to have.

... after sleeping early ~~because I was upset~~ for hours before doing this post, I'm kind of amused with myself because I discussed with her wholly in English... I think it was the longest conversation in English I ever had in campus since I entered university.

Yes, I rarely speak English in my university life. Used to be a shy speaker ...but not anymore since Form 6 (I think). The thing is... er.. actually it's my own problem... & I'm sure this could be taken in a very different way... though generally it will come of as arrogant... the problem with me is, I rather speak in Malay if the other person is speaking broken English. Text messages are an exception though (& probably other written/type-written medium)... I usually text the way they text (because I presume that's their best way to convey & understand text messages).

I know. Even I think of myself arrogant when I realised this. My parents have been telling me to just speak away because at the same time I'll be doing the other person a favour...

...honestly, I still can't do it now.

This is the end of this post... but I while I'm here, I would like to do some pre-fangirling over Ohno's new Mon9 (fondly known as Getsu9/月9) dorama.

「鍵のかかった部屋」Kagi no Kakatta Heya (Locked Room)

FINALLY.

FINALLY!

What took him so long? :P

>Ohno-san, what took you so long???

But I have to admit that it's worth the wait. Gosh. It's the Mon9 slot dorama, people! I've been wanting him to get this slot since many other Johnny's artistes seem to get this slot so easily :P (Jun, twice). ~~Not to mention, it's on FujiTV - yay for another leader-less VSA battle!~~ Audience in Japan seems to watch TV real-time at days like Mon-Wed, which means higher viewership rating (which can bring to more Ohno doramas in the future)... This is almost like Maou again because it seems like some still have doubts about whether he could handle a Mon9 dorama.

It's actually not confirmed yet though... sort of. It's reported in a TV magazine (scans available since Monday) that is to be released today but there haven't been any newspaper reports available yet to verify the validity of the magazine report. Maybe today. Hopefully today.

Some minutes later...

I've seen it already. A scan of the newspaper report. What's left is the noise (online articles reporting the same thing, people tweeting their opinions) in the morning.

Translated news on
>> Tokyohive || Tokyograph || MomoEdgewood

I'm very excited about this.

Time: 2012-02-22T02:55:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: # Kagi no Kakatta Heya , 2012 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Ohno Satoshi 大野智 , University , University: Year 3

楽しかったです。

Tomorrow’s holiday ~~meaning no Adv Math class~~ !!!

Left Econ Stats tutorial class today feeling light-hearted & … happy. ^_^

I did like 88% of the homework Qs so I could catch most of the thing talked about in the class. Talked a bit with C-kun. W-chan was absent. Oh! Something amusing happened during class. I don’t know what’s the reason but the door of the room we’re in was suddenly locked (it looks like as if the lecturer locked the door to prevent late-comers from coming in :P). Usually it’s locked after 6pm so one has to press a button to open the door. But believe it or not, the door was locked dead. Everyone got out of the room via the next room (every room is connected with doors near the lecturer's desk in front). After class, I met M-chan and F-chan. ~~Heard L-kun’s voice. （はい。ボイスフェチです。）~~

Recently there are many Ohno-san’s news… [any Ohno news makes the Ohno-biased in me happy XD]. Well… they’ve started promoting the movie so it’s not really surprising.. Today read that Kaibutsu-kun image (I think..haven't seen any photos online yet) will be on a JAL plane. Oh, yeah! Looks like “Monster” will be the movie’s theme song too. Perfect choice ~~& my money is safe LOL~~. I wonder if they are going to re-release the single specially for the movie??? Was hoping there will be a new Kaibutsu-kun related solo song(s??)…but I guess not.

Time: 2011-10-26T00:49:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Life: Anecdotes , Ohno Satoshi 大野智 , University , University: Year 3

Floating

Posted in: 2011 posts | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | Personal Thoughts | University | University: Year 3

Yesterday's test.... いやぁぁ...不安ですね。

Went blur for the last two questions.

Totally didn't study/read enough on level curves and level surfaces. =P

Also, yesterday, I met H-kun at the bus stop. He thought I had switched ~~courses~~ programs because I haven't been attending the 3rd year classes. Smilingly, I told him I'm repeating courses I'd taken in the previous two years.

I really don't know... how... or rather... erm... maybe it could be easier if I exist on Facebook and just announce there ~~like it's everybody's business lol~~ that "I'm not going to be with you this year."

Now I'm like a "floating" student. I wouldn't know any important announcements made related to my batch ~~unless I'm on Facebook, which is out of question :P~~. The important announcements made in the classes I'm taking are of no use to me. Floating, I tell you!

To be honest, I do miss them. I miss seeing those familiar faces. I miss hearing familiar voices ~~especially L-kun's voice XD~~. Now it's already the fifth week in this new semester, I'm still doubtful if I entered the right class because I don't know most of the faces.

BUT! But.......... at the same time, I also feel glad. Those familiar faces also brought on stress as the semester's coming to its end. When did it start, I wonder? Year 1's 2nd semester? Seeing those faces reminded me that I have to study which made me not to study at all. LOL. ~~I'm crazily opposite like this at times... it's irritating, I know.~~ Unknown faces in turn made me calm ~~& make efforts to study~~. That... and also the fact that I actually hate what I'm studying now. I feel better after admitting to myself that I wasn't that much of a Math fan. (TWO YEARS. It took me two years to realise this fact!) I hate Math but I'm going to graduate as a Math degree holder. Gosh. Now it sounds like I failed on purpose last semester so that I don't have be in the same classes with them. SHEESH. Sometimes I think it's my subconscious mind who controls my life and what I do. She knows what I want even before I know what I want. And I don't even know her that much. Evil, evil subconscious mind! XD

To celebrate my 300th post (which is still six posts away), I'm going to rename the labels used in this blog~

Time: 2011-10-13T10:33:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Personal Thoughts , University , University: Year 3

Maybe I should...

...be a speech therapist.

It's not too late, you know.

Today was eventful.

SIGH.

*I don't know where to begin.*

Okay, I had free time in the morning before my 3pm 1-hour Econ Stats tutorial class. Had breakfast with my parents and sister. Then we went to the Magaram office in Penampang to discuss about my sister pursuing medicine in Russia. The person in charge talked about other job opportunities in the medical field like physiotherapist and speech therapist. The latter part caught my attention because he mentioned working and studying opportunities in US after four years in India for speech therapist. IT WAS VERY INTERESTING.

Then, fast forward to 3pm.

OH THE SHAME!!!! lol

I was so unlucky to be picked out from the name list to answer one of the stats question. ARGGGGHH. I just received the xeroxed version of the textbook used for the class minutes before that. Didn't do any of the questions given as homework since two weeks ago [YET]. Stats is my weakest/least favourite subject since secondary school...so I can't answer the question on the spot too! Had to borrow the answer sheet of the person sitting in the front row. XD

後輩からの解答用紙ですよ。。。超恥ずかしい！ (￣▽￣;)

Adv Math's Test 1 tomorrow!

頑張れ, 私！

p(^^)q

Time: 2011-10-11T21:29:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Courses , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Family , Life , University , University: Year 3

Serene Wednesday

Posted in: 2011 posts | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | Life | University | University: Year 3

My blue MP3 is alive. ALIVE, I tell you! It was a miracle! I didn't think the battery would survive being washed in the washing machine. It was still playing the three HanaDan songs remix (at the "Love so Sweet" part) when I took it out of the pocket. It can't be turned off. Nothing can be seen on the screen. Unscrewed some parts and left everything in a container filled with ~~beras~~ raw rice for a week. AND IT SURVIVED.

Note-to-self : NEVER ever leave things in pockets anymore! ~~Yes I'm paranoid~~

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

Today seems serene & peaceful.

Someone (junior) asked me what my group sell for APK two semesters ago.

Totally recommended them to sell food (even though it's not encouraged by the APK lecturers)

Had a ~~very~~ brief chat with Adv Math lecturer.

Met her near my course's notice board & she asked whether I'm from the Econ or CG program.

Scanned & e-mailed Adv Math tutorial questions to coursemates who didn't come last week.

Little things like these can brighten my day.

It feels great to be able to help someone.

...or talk to someone you seldom talk to.

It rained cats and dogs after my class finished. Went to pick up my mum in KK and saw a group of girls near the road to Sutera Harbour on the way back home. I think they were waiting for the bus... or other transportations. Anyway. The scene just made me think of how great having a home is. Even if you have to wait in the rain, drenched, you look forward to going home because you have a place you belong to that welcomes you.

Little things...

Time: 2011-10-05T20:42:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Life , University , University: Year 3

13 Things That Annoyed Me Recently

Another attempt :P

Juniors who disrespect her senior(s) openly in Adv Math tutorial class.
Hardworking, proud, over-confident but clearly lack of thinking skills juniors.
My sleepiness in class.
Waking up late in the noon.
Procrastinating piano practice.
Thick noodles.
Lack of space in my phone (too many apps :D)
No reply from my usual MU voucher reseller. Dead?
No time to sing ~~Arashi songs' karaoke version~~ (LOL).
Haven't watched last week's Shiyagare "Unaired Clips SP" episode.
No new episodes of 「VS嵐」 and「ひみいつの嵐ちゃん」until October 20th.
No Ohno dorama this year.
~~YesAsia haven't update their catalogue (Need to pre-order 「迷宮ラブソング」fast before the price increases again)~~ UPDATED!

***in bold : just happened today.

Time: 2011-09-29T23:21:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Blog Meme , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , No Mood , Ohno Satoshi 大野智 , University , University: Year 3

Thursday makes me uneasy...

THURSDAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

Adv Math class today was... like my class a year ago.

What happened? Did the juniors hit the wall already in the third week?

But can't blame them too... the topic taught has reached the difficult parts. I remembered having a blank mind every time I entered class after this particular topic. IT WAS HARD TO UNDERSTAND...if you don't study.

I actually picked the Monday session for Adv Math's Tutorial class... then today I decided to change to Thursday session..which is AFTER my Discrete Math class.

A longer Thursday for a class-free Monday?

YES, PLEASE.

Time: 2011-09-28T22:43:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , No Mood , University , University: Year 3

Tutorial Class

I woke up late today. Had less than an hour left before I go to campus. Was awaken by strong wind and rain hitting my windows at 4.30++am... then went back to sleep two hours later. Lol.

I hate getting up late... almost decided not go to Econ Stats tutorial class. Didn't even finish doing the tutorial questions. But I went anyway.

Fuh. I'm glad that I did. The tutorial class is conducted by the lecturer herself. It's the kind of tutorial where you ask questions... and then I managed to talk to C-kun (coursemate, same batch). Seldom have the chance to talk to him (no reason to anyway)..

The new students are more hardworking than us in the past. Proactive too, just the way most lecturers like them to be. Not necessarily intelligent but still admirable.

I think this is the first time I feel happy after a tutorial class ended. Coming to tutorial class is a battle to me. It's harder then attending lecture classes.

A stranger (don't know how he got into our faculty) approached me at the faculty lobby. He was promoting a new restaurant in Damai Plaza (something ristorante) by offering erm.. RM29.90 membership cards (I think) in exchange for their buy 1 free 1 coupons. The place sounds interesting but I wasn't interested. The frugal Nino in me deemed this offer as something I don't need. Oh. And he reeked of tabacco. I feel very strongly for smokers. He was smiling when he talked about the restaurant but I think he should've eaten some breath freshener or brush his teeth or something. He shouldn't assume every potential customers is okay with smokers. I really hate the smell. Mind you, I wouldn't complain this much if it was only BO problem.

-----Posted via Blogaway

Time: 2011-09-27T23:30:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , Personal Thoughts , University , University: Year 3

駄目でした。

Posted in: 2011 posts | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | NaBloPoMo | University | University: Year 3

I was actually happy that I was able to wake up ~~to my Ohno "Hung up on" alarm ringtone XD~~ early to prepare my bento. And then... I was sleepy in both of my classes today (the second one not so much because it was less lecture, more math exercises :P). Actually, I was sleepy for the rest of the day.

I need to think of a better way to prepare lunch..maybe sleep earlier (before 10pm?).

。。。疲れた～

Time: 2011-09-22T22:37:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , University , University: Year 3

It's Thursday tomorrow.

I'm pretty sure I'm going to hate it just like I always do in previous semesters. Actually it's the BIG gap between classes that bothers me a lot. If the day is really packed with classes (like 30min-1hr break in-between), the day wouldn't feel that long. But having to wait for 4 hours before the next class is a torture to me.

Gah.

Already have some ideas of what to bring for lunch tomorrow. Can't bring myself to go for lunch at the school's cafeteria. Don't know why... I just don't like it.

Anyway. Maybe because I got used to waking up late in the noon during holidays :P, I was energetic during the first hour of Adv. Math class today. Almost everyone was sleepy from the beginning of the class. Though... my attention span reached the limit at the last 30min :P , where I started getting distracted by little things.

Time: 2011-09-21T19:21:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , In Arrogant Mode , NaBloPoMo , University , University: Year 3

Thursday Stories

Pessimism makes me a happy person.

Today is Arashi's 12th anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!

*Actually I've always thought it's Sept 16th because of the time difference between Hawaii & Japan... hmmm*

Also... went to a meeting (with VC) & got all my questions answered. I don't need to take newer subjects. Officially registered for classes this semester! I've already thought of the other things he talked about earlier, during the long semester break. No surprises actually. Unfortunately, no one from my school turned up (*facepalm*) so the VC himself took care of the students from my school. He picked out the same subjects I have in mind. Again, no surprise. The best thing that happened was he pronounced my name correctly!!!

I met W-chan during the meeting. If everything goes the way we want them to be, she'll be the only person I'm going to graduate with from my batch.

It seems there are a lot of changes made to the timetable for this semester. Going to have a long Thursday with free time between 10am-2pm. Went "ARGGHH!!!" inside (I also just knew that the lecturer who taught us cryptography in the previous semester is teaching Discrete Math this semester) for a few minutes... & then I suddenly look forward to what bento I'll prepare for that day. I'm thinking of bringing along soups and have a feast all by myself before the 2pm class starts.

さて。新学期が始まったので。。。　

------「講師たち、また宜しくお願い致します！」

　頑張れ、私！

Time: 2011-09-15T14:28:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Arashi 嵐 , Courses , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Life , NaBloPoMo , University , University: Year 3

Not Over Yet

I don't have classes today (YET).

Attended a distant uncle's funeral in the morning. Again, I'm slightly surprised by how calm a funeral could be.

Went to Karamunsing after that & shopped for stationery products (I can never have enough :P). OHH! I met one of my coursemates (the main program coursemates) there! Hmm.. It seems that they had class this morning (I think). She asked me to just attend the "Adv. CG" class or else I would have to extend [my studies] later. Shocked to see her there, I blatantly said I AM planning to do that. Back at home, I realised I had a missed call from F-chan (another coursemate). ~~I think I'm going to name everyone -san/-chan/-kun in my future posts XD~~ Hmmm. I texted her few weeks ago but she never texted me back (didn't bother to call her though - not really important). If my hunch is right, she must had ~~badmouthed me XP (using this term 'cos I've seen her did this to another coursemate)~~ commented something on my absence, seeing that I didn't attend the class I don't plan to take this semester. HMMMMMMM.

Tomorrow's an important day... I'm nervous & scared.

The first week isn't over yet.

Time: 2011-09-14T22:37:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Courses , Death , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , University , University: Year 3

NERVOUS.

I really, really thought I'm the only 3rd year student who takes this subject (Adv Math I) again. SO happy & relieved to find another six students from the same batch! ...and B (a godsend in the previous semester) is one of them! He also told me about the timetable change for the class I mentioned yesterday. It seems I COULD try for one class. It is possible...

Today I still feel like I can do it... I even thought of something so unpardonable - to get all As for this semester's subjects - WHA...WHAT?

It's not driven by my confidence though. I just want to win this war with myself because I'm bored of losing!

-----Posted via Blogaway

Time: 2011-09-13T23:11:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Courses , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , University , University: Year 3

怖いぃぃぃ～

RANDOM: "Mada Minu Sekai e" (PV) Shop Photos~!!! Actually I got it last Saturday!

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Today, the new semester officially started.

I don't have class today though.

Actually... I do have an evening class but I'm still not sure if I should take it or not.

*sigh* Been watching doramas/movies with survival/appreciate-your-life themes. I just suddenly felt like watching them. Hehe. I cried a lot watching "1 Litre of Tears". It's based on a real story, a novel (in the form of diary) written by Kito Aya, a Spinocerebellar Degeneration patient. I want to read it... anyway. I cried because she's so young...she wanted to do many things but her disease stopped her.

...after that, watched Saw movies ("Cherish your life" anyone?), "Dekichatta Kekkon" & "Long Love Letter" (loved Kubozuka Yosuke in this!). All reminded me to appreciate my life & do whatever I can/want (as if I don't have a tomorrow).

Ahh.. I'm scared to attend my first class of the week tomorrow. My name is definitely not in the list.

Don't know why today... I feel like I can do my best. For this week? For this new semester?

Lately been thinking that being brave is more important than having confidence. I've always thought that confidence is just a façade. It doesn't help at all having confidence [alone] after you failed... to do something. Courage is better.

そう思った。

明日から頑張れます！！！！！

Time: 2011-09-12T22:32:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , blog images , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , Random-ness , University , University: Year 3

甘い！

Posted in: 2011 posts | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | NaBloPoMo | University

Yesterday I accompanied my mum to [another, for me] erm... seminar on KSMU (I went to one once in 2007). NOT ME! I'm NOT planning to go there or anything! It's for my younger sister. ~~She couldn't come because she's currently receiving training at a certain MacD outlet.~~ Well. I don't really have much to say about it because I was doing something else (like doing my Kanji characters notes & creating draft for this post :P). It sure felt different when I didn't come with hopes of getting in. No purposes. The aura around room was surely a hopeful one. Anxiety. Confidence. High hopes. Inspiring.

[Ahh... my pessimist self kept thinking「甘い！甘すぎる！」　XD]

I was sleepy in the end.

Anyway. A doctor who graduated two months ago was asked to come forward ("please ask him anything you want" corner). Maybe it's not really a surprising fact... but I like the part where he emphasized STUDY EVERYDAY because you will be tested everyday (for every chapter, I guess). I thought it's a good way to frighten myself to study consistently next semester (which is next week.. BOO!)

Time: 2011-09-11T00:03:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , University

Hello Friday

Posted in: 2011 posts | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | NaBloPoMo | Ohno Satoshi 大野智 | University

Friday.

Sigh.

Next week Friday will become my most anticipated day of the week again.

Arghhh! Nervous and clueless! I'm scared of the new semester!

Instead of delivering to my house, PosLaju called me today to pick up the "Mada Minu" shop photos I ordered from japan_je@LJ... UWAAA!

-----Posted via Blogaway

Time: 2011-09-09T18:43:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , NaBloPoMo , Ohno Satoshi 大野智 , University

Fighting for Life

About Me

I'm predictably unpredictable, inconsistent, random & eccentric. Sometimes arrogant and silly. Always curious. Read that again without the snobbish tone.

「　Fighting For Life　」
Blogging since February 2005
RuYanda @ Ruth

2005–2026

My Other Sites

This Post Doesn't Make Sense

March 11th at random

昨日の気持ち。。。

Will Stay Nameless

月９

楽しかったです。

Floating

Maybe I should...

Serene Wednesday

13 Things That Annoyed Me Recently

Thursday makes me uneasy...

Tutorial Class

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