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Today, the new semester officially started.

I don't have class today though. 

Actually... I do have an evening class but I'm still not sure if I should take it or not. 

*sigh* Been watching doramas/movies with survival/appreciate-your-life themes. I just suddenly felt like watching them. Hehe. I cried a lot watching "1 Litre of Tears". It's based on a real story, a novel (in the form of diary) written by Kito Aya, a Spinocerebellar Degeneration patient. I want to read it... anyway. I cried because she's so young...she wanted to do many things but her disease stopped her.

...after that, watched Saw movies ("Cherish your life" anyone?), "Dekichatta Kekkon" & "Long Love Letter" (loved Kubozuka Yosuke in this!). All reminded me to appreciate my life & do whatever I can/want (as if I don't have a tomorrow). 

Ahh.. I'm scared to attend my first class of the week tomorrow. My name is definitely not in the list.

Don't know why today... I feel like I can do my best. For this week?  For this new semester? 

Lately been thinking that being brave is more important than having confidence. I've always thought that confidence is just a façade. It doesn't help at all having confidence [alone] after you failed... to do something. Courage is better. 

そう思った。 

明日から頑張れます！！！！！