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Multitasker

Posted in: 2021 posts | Defining Me | Lazy Day Musings

Do you multitask?

To me, this is a bad habit of mine that I will not throw away any time soon. Sometimes it works perfectly when dealing with tasks that require different level of focusing. I consider three tasks at one time doable (and normal, for me). Read once before that the more you do, the more your focus will be divided (=less for each task) so doing more tasks might not be beneficial. 

LOL.. why do I sound like the beginning of a How-to article? 

Not doing that. This topic just came up in my mind at noon. I don't really like multitasking but it helps getting things done efficiently. As long as it's a reasonable number of tasks. The real challenge is when you're "changing gear" back and forth from multitasking to being focused on one thing. I get distracted easily at times but there are moments where I get into the zone. I think going back to reading physical books regularly this year helped me develop back that focus-on-one thing. At first, it was hard to read for a long period of time. I think I'm better at that now, months later... but probably not as good as before [the reading slump]. 



Hours later...
Was checking this before publishing and the part "don't really like multitasking" is bugging me. I don't particularly hate it. I just don't like that I'll have less focus when I do more than three tasks. I think I'd come to embrace and like it when I multitasked at work (the job really required the skill if you want to get anything done *sigh*). I guess I only like multitasking when it works (advantageous & efficient) ...? Since doing too much at one time beats the purpose (I might make more careless mistakes). I'm more a fan of being able to switch between those two smoothly because each has its own uses.

Time: 2021-09-28T21:52:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2021 posts , Defining Me , Lazy Day Musings


面倒くさいことが嫌い

Posted in: 2021 posts | Defining Me | Reading | Tumblr of the Day

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Random topic. I'm aware that I'm a troublesome person. I'm also someone who dislikes troublesome things. Why this topic, now? No reason really. Just been thinking about it recently. Most of the time, my way of dealing with troublesome things is to... run away. Avoid. Escape. I'm not able to do that physically always, of course. During my SPM years, I escape into reading books. Fictional books... instead of my text/reference books. Oops. To me, stressful things fall under troublesome things. 

When faced with something I can't really avoid, I go into some kind of minimal, autopilot mode. Which might involve turning off some emotions so that I can survive while I complete that... troublesome task. Add my laziness to it, you'll be seeing me trying to find efficient ways to finish the task faster. Depending on my mood or state of mind at that time, the quality of my work will at least be at a "good enough" level (by my standards). Some people might say differently though.     

Also, when I have shared what I think on certain matters.. and the other person doesn't care what I say, I [try to] leave them alone. Convincing people is troublesome. Being eager to make them understand is troublesome. Getting angry is troublesome.


I don't like troublesome things.

Time: 2021-01-06T21:00:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2021 posts , Defining Me , Reading , Tumblr of the Day


March 15th at random

Posted in: 2013 posts | Arashi 嵐 | at random | Books | Defining Me | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | Ohno Satoshi 大野智 | Online Shopping Bag | Shopping Bag | University: Year 4

Shopping bag >>
Received these yesterday... 
Both singles were great but at first listening, I love Breathless more than Calling.
Piano songbooks: Onitsuka Chihiro's songs (old ones but most are my favourites) & Arashi's "My Girl" single ("Tokei Jikake no Umbrella" piano solo included!).
I think I'm more happy to see those songbooks (haha).. It's hard to find Onitsuka Chihiro's piano scores nowadays - so glad that I managed to get it. And Tokei~! Yes, yes, yes! That was my main reason for purchasing Arashi's "My Girl" songbook ^_^

Speaking of books, I bought more books this year (my prediction was a bit off - I almost can't purchase Popcorn Live DVD today *sigh*)... oh and I used BB1M book vouchers to get these:

Textbooks! Both are for courses which I happened to like this semester. I love the lecturer for Mathematical Modelling - his lecture classes   make sense (he might just be the only person that could make me like Math again). I've always regard AI as an interesting subject... but.. the lecture classes bore me to death. Honestly, I was quite disappointed... it was a new lecturer (never went to her classes before)... I can't wait for the next lecturer's turn to enter class. She taught us "Data Compression" last semester, I love her teaching style (although one has to bear her painful tsukkomis to really enjoy her classes).

Anyway.. The cooking-related book is obviously for my cooking hobby XD.. & I picked "The Last Lecture" at random.. sounded like something I need to read right now (but I haven't started..so...)

Blog >>
Didn't update this blog for more than two months... ahh. I actually have 3 draft posts at this moment. Will post them sloooowly later... one by one... 

Arashi >>
"Himitsu no Arashi-chan" will broadcast its final episode next week. I love HnA. Not only for Arashi but for the show itself (which mainly caters for female viewers)... There were times where it helped me like some actresses more (better understanding of their real life I guess)... and those episodes with Maou hair *dreamy*... Reading news about other members' solo shows makes me wonder what will happen to Ohno & Jun. Jun actually co-hosts some annual show so I guess I'm more worried about Ohno (lol).. Of course, I'm hoping for acting projects (nothing since KagiHeya! What are you doing Ohno??!)... but fishing show, art show/exhibition or solo album/concert sounds nice too, so yeah, please do something this year, Ohno-san! XD 
... I'm also hoping that he'll star in this year's 24hr TV drama special...
p/s: Recommended SMAP-Arashi article of the day - here XD (makes me want to rewatch Arashi's appearance on Utaban again)


Time: 2013-03-15T21:14:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2013 posts , Arashi 嵐 , at random , Books , Defining Me , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Ohno Satoshi 大野智 , Online Shopping Bag , Shopping Bag , University: Year 4


悪魔

Posted in: 2012 posts | Angry | Defining Me | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | In Arrogant Mode | No Mood | Nonsense | University: Anecdotes | University: Year 4



Arashi's "truth". I always listen to this when I'm angry.
Edited 7 years later. Music video from Arashi's own youtube channel!

Current mood: Bitchy.

Yesterday, while I was busy with the processes (had to go to many places to get the form signed) of renewing my matric card (3 words: Expired. Extension. Important.), I received a text message from my friend about DrA (gosh Mel! I'm so tempted to use the nickname あくま for him *such a perfect initial*). I had given him my form (I want to take another subject this semester but I'm one credit hour over the allowed amount *15*) the day before. Written comment(s) must be attached to the form before the dean can sign it. He knew that all along... & yet he didn't inform me earlier... *annoyed* *あくま!*... Anyway.. he had problems with the subjects I plan to take this semester (all 3rd year subjects).. he suggested that I switch programmes (I'd thought of this before) & I explained I don't want to because I couldn't stand going through another 3 years (AND IT'S NOT LIKE I'M GOING TO/CAN USE THE DEGREE TO GET THE JOB I WANT LATER *arrogant*). Then he further suggested I change - re-take some 2nd year subjects - because all the 3rd year subjects are killer subjects. HUH? You think I'm not aware of that?? ...to be honest, to me, all of them are killer subjects because I hate what I'm studying now! I didn't get it why he was so against the subjects I decided to take this semester! Maa... I can understand if it involved the subjects he teach, I can TOTALLY UNDERSTAND if he doesn't allow me to take them... but it really baffled me. I thought "What the heck was going on?" while I was holding back my tears... 

While he was typing out the official memo (the "comments" needed), I couldn't hold them anymore. Amidst my tears-shedding moment, something he said caught my attention. He was saying something like how could he allow I take those subjects when I failed four subjects... blah blah blah... Then I realised that he was referring to my old results (actually I already barely passed three of them!!). WTH? 1&*^$*@83!!!!!!!!!

To make the story short, for this semester I'm not going take his bloody class. I'm allowed to take the other subject (in which he's in charge of the lab tutorial session) if only I will report to him about my progress (& if it's bad, I have to withdraw from taking the subject).

Life is complicated. 

Anyway, I cried because I couldn't accept the way he was treating me. Yeah, I know, I REALLY KNOW & AWARE that my results aren't good (but that was mostly because I didn't care to study *so bad!*) but I'm not stupid! My ego just can't handle that treatment... I know that I'm good at a lot of things [I like]... he sounds like he's assuming that I'm bad at that. Among the things he asked me was if I finished taking my language classes... WHAT language class? I already got that over with many semesters ago... so obviously he thought I'm taking the 5-semester English class!!!! WHAT???? I know my english level isn't the best, but I dare say mine is better than his! There, I said it! *Arrogance=MAX*... Of course he speaks in english with confidence but he's always committing grammar mistakes *says the grammar enthusiast in me* HUH! 

At this moment, I'm so/still bitchy & bitter about the whole thing that I can't find a place in my heart to respect him anymore. I plan to ignore him for the rest of my life. Expect bad behaviour from me whenever we meet!

Time: 2012-09-14T21:07:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2012 posts , Angry , Defining Me , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , In Arrogant Mode , No Mood , Nonsense , University: Anecdotes , University: Year 4


So Currently I'm This...

Posted in: 2012 posts | Defining Me | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | online quiz

You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained


The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
Are You Right or Left Brained?

^_^

Time: 2012-01-26T12:16:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2012 posts , Defining Me , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , online quiz


Saturday 9 [Jan-21-2012 ed.]

Posted in: 2012 posts | Arashi 嵐 | Blog Meme | Defining Me | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | Interest | Life | Piano Exam

Blog meme from here.


Saturday 9: Home

1. Do you live close to where you grew up? Why?
Currently I'm totally living where I grew up (haha). Because 1- I'm a penniless & yet to graduate university student, 2 - I want to spend time with my family as much as I can before I move out & 3 - I need to have access to a piano because I take piano/music theory exams almost every year :P. *selfish reasons*

2. Have you ever been so angry that you almost lost control?
Yes. It gives me headaches and bad days.

3. Are you a fan of a musical act that slightly embarrasses you?
Errrr... Not really a fan.. but I kind of like this song since I saw him perform on Music Station years ago on Animax channel. IT WAS TOO CATCHY. XD I dare you to listen
edit 2022/01/21: "this song" = YT link removed. Watch it here instead. Listen on Spotify here. 

4. Is there a movie that always makes you cry?
Nothing in particular but I know animal movies almost always will make me cry.

5. Who is the most famous person that you've met?
Never met one before... or maybe I just didn't care :P.

6. Before you leave your home, what must you have?
This depends on why I leave my home... basic things are wallet and mobile phone. Will include a book if the place I'm going will give me time to read.

7. What do you miss the most about being a kid?
Nothing really... I was more reserved as a kid & I don't really want to go back to that.

8. Tell us about a passion of yours that your readers would not expect.
Cooking, I guess... I always have the urge to try the food I saw on Arashi shows XD so I will look up for the recipe online.

9. At what age do you think you'd be to think, “I've had a great run”?
70? 80?

Time: 2012-01-21T09:35:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2012 posts , Arashi 嵐 , Blog Meme , Defining Me , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Interest , Life , Piano Exam


More online quizzes from Blogthings~

Posted in: 2011 posts | Defining Me | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | online quiz | University: Year 3

300th post!




"What's Your EQ?"
 Mine is...
Your EQ is 127



You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well.
Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.
You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


"What Type of Book are You?"
 I'm a...
You Are a Memoir




You're funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.
You have your own quirky ideas about the world. You see so much light and promise.

You have no patience for small talk or niceties. You want to have conversations of substance.
You are an amazing storyteller. You always have a new story to relate, and your friends love to listen to you.
What Type of Book Are You?


"How Do You Learn?" 
...left this one expanded.
I wish I have perseverance when I study my Math subjects now :/
Though...I do think I have it but for all the "wrong" things and reasons XD
It's like a bad habit. When I decide to give up today, I find myself searching for/do/reading about it again tomorrow :D.

You Learn by Teaching Yourself




There's very little you can't teach yourself. You are a huge self-learner.
You don't have one learning style that works for you. You try everything that works.

You experiment with learning and figure out what works best for you in each context.
Your most important attribute is perseverance. Even when it feels like something is impossible to understand, you don't give up.
How Do You Learn?

Time: 2011-11-21T23:34:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Defining Me , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , online quiz , University: Year 3


Inner Blood Type

Posted in: 2011 posts | Arashi 嵐 | Defining Me | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | online quiz

Took this quiz for fun :P
Have always suspect that I'm the A-type inside (I'm O-positive genetically)...
Lol.. & so it seems I'm most compatible with A or AB people *thinks about Arashi* XD



What about yours?


Your Inner Blood Type is Type A
You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.
You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.
Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.
People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.

You are most compatible with: A and AB

Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter
What's Your Inner Blood Type?
Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes!

Time: 2011-11-13T14:04:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Arashi 嵐 , Defining Me , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , online quiz


Rational

Posted in: 2011 posts | Defining Me | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | online quiz

Don't remember if I ever done this blogthing quiz before :D
Found a 2006 post where I did the same quiz! (Interestingly, I got Idealist...)


But...ah. The explanation. It's almost 100% true. Like 90-100% true.

I love reading things that reminds me of who I am.
Your Personality Is Rational




You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

Time: 2011-10-17T00:29:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2011 posts , Defining Me , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , online quiz


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