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Random topic. I'm aware that I'm a troublesome person. I'm also someone who dislikes troublesome things. Why this topic, now? No reason really. Just been thinking about it recently. Most of the time, my way of dealing with troublesome things is to... run away. Avoid. Escape. I'm not able to do that physically always, of course. During my SPM years, I escape into reading books. Fictional books... instead of my text/reference books. Oops. To me, stressful things fall under troublesome things.
When faced with something I can't really avoid, I go into some kind of minimal, autopilot mode. Which might involve turning off some emotions so that I can survive while I complete that... troublesome task. Add my laziness to it, you'll be seeing me trying to find efficient ways to finish the task faster. Depending on my mood or state of mind at that time, the quality of my work will at least be at a "good enough" level (by my standards). Some people might say differently though.
Also, when I have shared what I think on certain matters.. and the other person doesn't care what I say, I [try to] leave them alone. Convincing people is troublesome. Being eager to make them understand is troublesome. Getting angry is troublesome.
I don't like troublesome things.