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University: Year 3
Yesterday's test.... いやぁぁ...不安ですね。
Went blur for the last two questions.
Totally didn't study/read enough on level curves and level surfaces. =P
Totally didn't study/read enough on level curves and level surfaces. =P
Also, yesterday, I met H-kun at the bus stop. He thought I had switched courses programs because I haven't been attending the 3rd year classes. Smilingly, I told him I'm repeating courses I'd taken in the previous two years.
I really don't know... how... or rather... erm... maybe it could be easier if I exist on Facebook and just announce there like it's everybody's business lol that "I'm not going to be with you this year."
Now I'm like a "floating" student. I wouldn't know any important announcements made related to my batch unless I'm on Facebook, which is out of question :P. The important announcements made in the classes I'm taking are of no use to me. Floating, I tell you!
To be honest, I do miss them. I miss seeing those familiar faces. I miss hearing familiar voices especially L-kun's voice XD. Now it's already the fifth week in this new semester, I'm still doubtful if I entered the right class because I don't know most of the faces.
BUT! But.......... at the same time, I also feel glad. Those familiar faces also brought on stress as the semester's coming to its end. When did it start, I wonder? Year 1's 2nd semester? Seeing those faces reminded me that I have to study which made me not to study at all. LOL. I'm crazily opposite like this at times... it's irritating, I know. Unknown faces in turn made me calm & make efforts to study. That... and also the fact that I actually hate what I'm studying now. I feel better after admitting to myself that I wasn't that much of a Math fan. (TWO YEARS. It took me two years to realise this fact!) I hate Math but I'm going to graduate as a Math degree holder. Gosh. Now it sounds like I failed on purpose last semester so that I don't have be in the same classes with them. SHEESH. Sometimes I think it's my subconscious mind who controls my life and what I do. She knows what I want even before I know what I want. And I don't even know her that much. Evil, evil subconscious mind! XD
To celebrate my 300th post (which is still six posts away), I'm going to rename the labels used in this blog~