It kept me up all night (okay maybe that's partially last night coffee's fault) thinking about it. Ended up distracting myself with one of Voltage's games TSUGARU I LOVE YOU *excuse me while I compose my zombie-mode self*...

I tried looking for it this morning and now I'm exhausted. For the sake of my sanity ...I have to let this one go. It's not essential to find it. Just. Let. It. Go. I need to move on to things that are currently in front of me. Don't make that one thing matter.