My day started with a headache.... migraine? (I felt it in my right eye).. which I suspect was due to caffeine withdrawal. I barely drink any yesterday.. felt a bit better after drinking a cup tumbler of coffee after returning from the church.

Received presents from my family. I'm so used to negativity this year.. so when I encountered such kindness today I honestly don't know how to react. Of course, I'm very grateful.... but *sigh*.. I don't know why lately I feel like I'm going to die. Sometimes I think of things I can do for my family before I die. Is it the depression? Or monthly hormone changes?