February wasn't as friendly as I thought it would be, and I had a bad start with March.



The only best news I heard so far this month is my younger sister's return. My father just told me this morning that she'll be back next Tuesday! I'm happy...

... but added with current happenings regarding assignments, presentations & mid-term exams - I can't help feeling overwhelmed and helpless. It seems like there's no change in my attitude compared to last semester's. I don't feel worse than before though because I don't have much expectations for this semester. I confess... I'm not bothered by my mid-term exams at all.. *which is a really pathetic reaction to have at this moment.* I'm more worried about my group assignments. I'm afraid that I'm not doing my part good enough. What makes it worse : I'm pretty selfish with my time and space. For me, every start of the week is a struggle because I seem to fall into a zombie-ish mode where I can't think clearly & focus on studying because of exhaustion.

*sigh*

I have bad feelings about next week. I can't bear picturing it without crying scenes all-night hours working on those assignments. But...if I can survive pull this off, I don't have to think about them anymore! Motivated enough already?




No.