Today I attended a motivational session(?) held by my program's lecturers. It was for students with not-so-good results. まあまあ...それは...当たり前でしょう。Of course. What else could it be for? :P... Anyway... I was surprised that one lecturer (actually she's my mentor since previous semester) remembered my name. I was amused & a bit scared at the same time. Lol. Was asked what's my problem... & I just told everyone out straight that I have no interest in what I'm studying :P. Fuuu. I've wanted to do that since last semester. 

Hmmm...But most of the things the lecturers said don't really apply to me.. Only the disinterestedness & laziness are correct.

Regarding previous post. Argghh. Things got complicated again & I changed my mind at the last minute again. AGAIN. I finally got the chance to meet the lecturer. She CAN do something to make it happen... but then I asked about the midterm exam that was supposed to be held today. It was postponed to next week. I don't think I have the confidence or energy for that now... but I told her, I want to try for the midterm exam first. 

Oh man. What was I thinking?

I guess the motivation thing is working already XD

p/s: Received the books I ordered from HMV Japan today...