Nothing really... I just feel like making a post every time that happens.

I was reminded again how important internet is to me during that time. Couldn't get any internet connection from my Maxis phone via hotspot so I was pretty much feeling bored, hot & sweaty. 

Could've read the physical books (well, Kindle would work too) I'm currently reading but I don't really want to do that when I'm sweaty, for some reason~


So, what's new?

Someone died last week. A younger cousin, around the same age with my younger brother. The news came out as a surprise (since it felt surreal that you can still see his messages just above the notice given by his sister in the family Whatsapp group). 

I... don't think I'll ever get used to this *sigh* 

Yeah... I am also reminded of again how I can appear unfeeling at times (sometimes it's just the rational/logic side of me taking over) recently. No one said it to me this time, it's just the result of self-observation of my own emotional response. You can call me unfeeling if you want (but no need to tell me). It's just that my way of showing feelings are a bit different. Haaah... honestly, I don't really wanna think about it.

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Rest in peace, my cousin.