Boring, boring things ahead.


Okay. There isn't much I can blog about this week... Haha. So I'm going re-read & re-post some of my posts from 2005.

Before that, let me enlighten you to a bit history of this blog.

Then...moved to http://fight-oh.blogspot.com/(current) but the second look was this. I love the blue flowery look. I was still sticking to simplicity for the design.


And earlier this year, in February, I started using this layout. It wasn't easy to edit it according to what I want but it was worth it.


My first post.

why I decided to create my own blog site---to throw in all my thoughts which nobody wants to hear.

In the future, I'll be posting a lot about what I think and feel (either in English or Malay, etc)...yeah..maybe I'll also talk about Alec Su...he's my favourite chinese actor/singer since year 2000...& now I'm stuck with his Yang Si Lang....

I'm a fan of Alec Su since Primary 6. Now I'm still a fan but more of a closet kind of fan. Haha. Oh, yeah. I never blog in Malay anymore. I do put a bit malay phrases here in certain posts but not a full post since this one. My only post in Malay was about my secondary school's Sport Day.

My descriptions were very brief. I couldn't recall what happened that day when I re-read this post.

Tahun ini, Hari Sukan Sekolah diadakan pada hari Jumaat---biasanya hari Sabtu...percuma dengan hari cuti pada hari Isnin minggu berikutnya....kali ini tiada cuti.....

Rumah sukan Uranus menang besar kali ini...rumah sukan saya, iaitu Zuhal, no. 3 tahun ini...naik satu tangga..sekurang-kurangnya bukan tempat terakhir seperti tahun-tahun yang lalu~
PBSM menang lagi perbarisan unit beruniform yang terbaik---alah, macam biasa

A post in March 2005 inspired me to use "Fighting for Life" as my current blog title. The title of the post is "FiGhTiNg fOr My OwN fUtUrE".

I don't understand what is wrong with me! I have everything readied to assist my study and revision but it just seems that...

It's like...imagine...I have a good car with the most excellent engine...designed beautifully... fully-equipped...Other people's (my other classmates) car can't be compared to mine... YET, having all those is not enough if you never started your engine...Maybe I don't how to start OR I'm too lazy to bother about it cause it is a very tiring ...Other people has started their engines earlier than me & is winning...& ME, still resting under a tree by a lake with the car parked besides me...*SIGH*

I'm going to start the engine very soon...It's time to FIGHT FOR THE FUTURE!!!!!!It's time for revenge!!!

Seriously. What was that revenge for? Budak-budak betul. I think this was about the stupid meaningless competition (in class) I was talking about earlier. Can you sense the arrogance in that post?

I just realised I do like to sit in the front from this post..

I sit at front (first row) because I love it there. It is easier to ask questions and hear what teacher wants us to do...in fact, there are many students at the back who just can't stop talking especially when there is no teacher around. They are very *NOISY* ---I'll do anything as long as I'm far from them!

Once, I was late for Math class at the university... so I had to sit at the back. I was so annoyed by some of my coursemates behind me. They were talking so loud while the lecturer was (well..) lecturing. I don't mind loud music once in a while, but places where I expected silence (like lecture hall & church), I would be annoyed by people who make noises (& play loud music).

I have so many unlabeled "at-random" posts back then. I was blogging about school and then the next paragraph would be about Alec Su. Lol. Teenagers.

& BI... I was rushing to finish the 'directed writing' section...For 'continuous writing' I chose to write about how I prepare for major examination which ended up almost like my diary entry....
Quite funny, actually... the way I write looks like as I am blaming the school for my problems...

Lol. Actually I wrote the essay just like the way I blog now when I'm not satisfied about something. Funnily, I was one of the two students who got high marks for that paper. The other person was Vincent. The sad thing was, when the teacher talked about this, she forgot the name of the other person. The not-Vincent person. Haha. I kept quiet though when she asked him/her to come forward.

Oh, yeah. Did you know I caught chicken pox while in Form 5?... Glad it wasn't during SPM... but I sure had fun holidaying while I was sick.

Aug 7

hmmmm........still have fever & headache since yesterday....

I think I got chicken pox....(like my brother)....

weeks of staying at home...looking from the bright side--I'll have more time to surf the net & DL things~~

Confirmed it was chicken pox the next day.

...& thought a lot during sick. It was a long post... here's a teaser.

Anyway, the word 'friend' does not meant a lot to me anymore like before... I had experienced betrayal & loneliness... When you have friends, that doesn't mean you can't feel lonely... I do...

I had a change of mind after a few years I posted that. That was too dark and depressing (obviously it was posted when I was feeling depressed). I'm always trying to be honest (in telling about feelings) to my best friends now, even during happy or sad situations. Even if you're busy or far away from each other, you can maintain the friendship as long as you keep in touch constantly.


*This suddenly triggers a thought. Use my real name on Twitter?*


Wow. 2005 posts were hard to read.
Getting back to those gloomy posts gave me the glum of the day.

Moving on.