Oh. Gosh.

Next time, I must allocate more time for study in the beginning of the semester so that I can NOT study during exam week. I’m so hopeless during these times… can’t concentrate, can’t focus, easily distracted… I can always find something more fun than being a  zombiefied student reviewing exam notes.

It’s terrifying to go into the exam hall totally unprepared. I know I should feel nervous, butterflies in my stomach, accelerated heartbeats – that kind of things – but I don’t really get those things anymore. Is is because I grew accustomed to "being scared” (during exam) in form 4/5 that I can’t “feel scared” properly anymore? Crazy thoughts. I mean, my brain tells me “I’m afraid” but I don’t seem to show those signs. Hmm..

Anyway. I have another paper tomorrow that I’m ready to kiss goodbye to good marks… Then next Monday, I have computer-related exam papers. I’m aiming for those. I want at least B-. My last paper is on Tuesday… Economic Statistics. Ah. That, I don’t know. I’m having a hard time trying to understand the concepts. It baffles me how I cannot understand something that’s supposed to be easy-to-grasp. Sometimes I suspect that I, myself, ‘refuse’ to understand… but that’s just another crazy thought.