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Originally posted on Wednesday, February 07, 2007 in my old blog
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---"Everything will be okay as long as I smile...^__^"
---"I [will] only compete with myself. If I win, I win OVER myself. If I lose, even if there's someone else behind me, I STILL lose to myself."
To all upper sixth-former around Malaysia: Are you enjoying your upper-six life?
I can't declare that I enjoy it right now.. but it's A LOT better than SPM life(really!). Maybe because the teachers are starting to treat us as [early] adults... Babbling & nagging are needless.. hmmm.. or maybe it's because of myself. Changing my way of viewing things & attitude might have contributed to this ermm..positive thought of better life in Form 6.
I tell you: My SPM life was a mess. It's a hellish transition period towards moving to higher level education. TERRIBLE & PATHETIC. A NIGHTMARE hard to forget. I can't imagine how I could live through the dark years of SPM & still afford to get half of my subjects A-ed. But all my science subjects scored rubbish...
Now I still have those uncompleted homework, I-Don't-Know-&-gets-blur times... I still watch CJK dramas on TV (still DLs some, but I resist watching them)... Still surf the net... etc
BUT I keep in mind what I should do. I want to spend more time studying while still be able to do all those guilty pleasures. I think it's a possible thing to do.
I know upper 6 year is a CRITICAL year for all sixth-formers. But I'm going to turn down all those usual, typical teachers advice... (That's what happen in form 4/5 when I care much about what they say.. & not to mention that I tried to follow their advice...& screwed up my SPM life)
This Year, I want to
(i) keep myself VERY busy so that I won't have time to think about foolish things & ideas.
(ii) keep on smiling no matter what happens
(iii) be more confident & couragous
(iv) be more sociable to others
(v) strengthens my relationship with God
(vi) *six!* get GOOD STPM results!
Fighting!
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