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On This Day
I'm trying something new again.
Digging for my old blog posts on this date today!
...bwahaha at this moment it should be obvious that I'm just looking for stuff to talk about.
I'm low-key attempting to blog daily this year so please just let me be lol
2010
Last Saturday, I went to Suria Sabah's Times bookstore again... and bought two expensive books again. Arggghhh. Please keep me away from bookstores in the future!!!! Books, books and books again! Impulsive purchase! Grghghg. The temptation is so hard to resist!
"Please keep me away from bookstores in the future!!!!" Can I just.. oh, past-me, if you only knew. No way. That's never going to happen. Even if I don't go out nowadays, I still can access the bookstores online. No changes there.. well, except that I'm getting less expensive books.
Oh but... I think I'm better at resisting temptations now. Compared to me in the past. My weakness against cheap books is a different story though lol
Have you heard about the new buzz, Google Buzz?
Past-me. Let me update you on that. Google Buzz and Google Wave are dead XD. Google Reader (my beloved rss reader) is also dead. My Tumblr is still up and running (I even have multiple Tumblrs lol). I already forgot about Flickr haha.
My latest favourite Chrome extension is this. Google Dictionary!
I still use the extension! Definitely still a favourite. Answers.com, not so much nowadays.
2012
Oh... this post...
What's with me wanting to be approved by teachers/lecturers who are hard to please, huh?Past-me, you're actually a ドS. BWAHAHAI hate to think that I'm this ドM.. Really... Maybe stoic is a better choice of word.
I shouldn't care what they think of me. I know what's my best way to learn things & I'm going to stick to that method from now on.
This is... still important to remember now.
Still quite rebellious about doing assignment... nonetheless, I followed my routine.
I have routine in the past!?
Maybe.. because lately, I've started noticing things from the way people treat & talk to me. I kept thinking "You really don't know me *smug smile*" or "You don't know what I'm capable of".. things like that, & I realised I could also be in the same position with them. Yes.. I can assume their character all I want according to my logics, feelings & sentiments toward someone, but I could still be wrong about them. Even if the person is someone who is [very] close to me. The reason is simple - we are not the same person.
Haaah.. This is a bit painful to read again because it [vaguely] reminded me of the days I'm in uni. Maybe I was just being self-conscious of how people see me those days but... I really shouldn't care.
It's a good thing really... because I've started to love myself again and be more accepting regarding my talents and failures.
Do I really? I think I'm still at that stage where I "admire" myself but not necessarily "like" myself.
Oh but I believe I'm more accepting now (of what I said in the past). I'm more like, "Go crazy, me. Do what you want." Sounds reckless, yes. But if I put on those restraints from the past again, I think I will go nuts for real this time.
