I skipped November this year!

Only for this blog though. 

So... this week was the week they submitted the draft for the first 3 chapters of their final year project. Me excluded. (Off-topic: I found out I wasn't alone. There's another guy who's in the same batch with me who will start doing his thesis next semester. Hello friend! lol). 

Anyway... been taking classes with juniors since few semesters ago.. I'm able to recognize most of them nowadays (except those I rarely talk to) although, honestly, I couldn't remember their names. *bitter smile* They remembered mine though... Gee. Was/Am I discussed that much by other lecturers? *perasan XD* Some of them are naturally lovable... They are usually the mood-makers of [certain] classes.. And of course. Some were annoying. That's not really a problem. The ones that could occupy my mind with anger (& a bit hatred *I'm being honest here*) are the rude ones. With my inner conspiracy theorist & Naruse-like thoughts at action, I used to always wonder just what assumptions about my character were told to those juniors by あくま et al. Okay... maybe it's unrelated... *thinking too much kind of thing*.. but a few weeks ago, I find myself offended by what some of them said & did (different people) - yes, I'm ashamed to admit to myself that I can be petty & sensitive during those moments... moments I will not mention here - I spent hours replaying those scenes in my head... I know it could get worse so I decided to play the ignore card again. It worked out beautifully.

Ahh... Now I feel like pouring out everything here. Maybe later.. in other posts.

"There's some kind of prejudice going on," said my conspiracy theorist side. It's inevitable...? Students who extend their studies in university only consist of failing/repeating students... you think? (Maa... It is true for my case. I didn't forget that fact.) But that isn't the only reason they have to extend... *sigh* Alright. I guess, for lecturers, they speak with experience - they had seen other realities... but I'm not obliged to agree with them all the time.

Especially if the lecturer is someone who spreads unproven accusations around & in risk (or maybe it has happened?) of damaging a student's reputation... I don't have to always agree with what this kind of person said.