Finally had the courage to update my blog. 

September is supposed to always be my best month of the year... 

But this year's September started sweetly (with my birthday or was that supposed to be bitter too because I got a year older? XD)... & then bitterly with my best friend leaving Sabah to further her studies few days later... 

...& another new semester starting this week.

SIGH.

I do love familiarity a lot... I think I do get lost (at first) when someone I used to have around me is going to go somewhere out of my reach (by hand, lol). The recent news of my sister's audition for a local music diploma somewhat upsets me.

I feel so selfish & guilty. 

And... new semester... ermm...I don't know. "It's going to be okay" is a phrase I should keep telling myself now, but I'm just so not convinced at this moment. 

...

*moving on to happy thoughts*

Thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday ❤

M-chanへ

I just read your letter today (a week later).. firstly, I want to apologize for the Sunday we were supposed to meet. 本当にすみません！m(_ _)m  

Your letter gives me encouragement to persevere... *hopefully this semester will be fine - that's all I'm asking for now*.. I'm sure you'll do fine with the new environment ❤... I don't know what to say anymore at this moment :P.. so.. 

THANK YOU for the letter & the present(s). I can't wait to read it!