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Yearly Digest Post
Read 2005's edition?
2006... The year I discovered the joy of watching JDorama and "Full House". Good distraction from my real problems.
Then... There's my SPM result.
*staring blankly on my SPM result paper*
*sigh*..... What the heck?...I got 6As (5A1, 1A2), 3Bs (3B4) and 3Cs (2C5, 1C6).... [it actually came out better than what I've thought!]
I decided to go for Form 6. While looking for a school that would accept me in Science stream (I wasn't offered a place in Form 6), I was also busy watching Kurosagi. I ended up in a school at 〇〇. Loving my Form 6 life...
Oh yeah. Mr K asked us: "Why do you want [to do] F6?" [Post : "~ Know What You Want ~" ]*teaser*
I grow up with the idea (influence from my surroundings) that Matrics are better than f6 (which is not really true). Since I'm in form 1, I already set a target that I'll go to Matrics after completing f5. People said f6 is 2 years whereas Matrics is only 1 year. That's why at that time I prefer Matrics to f6. Moreover I was thinking of getting out of school quickly (because since the first day I'm in SM〇〇 I already could feel the tense, stress & tight competition in my class. I could't stand it, & wished that time will run faster so that I can stop suffering). Even when I was in f5, the thought of going to f6 never occurs me. [Post : "Proud to be a F6 student"]
*sigh* Now, I shouldn't look at my classmates as rivals (that's what I'd done last year.. No good attitude).. because my biggest, toughest rival is MYSELF. [Post : "First week in school [after lessons started]" ]
Today IN SCHOOL... This is the first time I met a person who brags the most in my life. Well, this doesn't occur me till I get home. I was doing some Maths problems & she approached my desk. Then bla bla bla bla & bla. After she finish bragging (Pengajian Am teacher came in), I felt so inferior-ish for no reason. Why? Why? Then only I realise she was bragging about herself! ne.. ne... What is she trying to do? Being friendly? Or trying to tell me she's better than me? A potential rival? [Post : "Trust no one." ]
Oh yeah. Another VERY important event that year :
My mum had her viva at her university today & she did it! She passed! (lol..dunno what to call it)... But she still have to do some corrections (in 9 months) before she officially graduate September next year.
Haha.. After all this years... now... no more extra burden (Her ph.D course did affect us negatively, positively, physically & mentally... often get scolded & all that)..well... She deserved her "Doctor" title.. she spent a lot of time, money & brainwork on her thesis.. [From : "Yatta!"]
School exam...
For the first time in my life, ...I feel good handing in my BIO 2 answer paper(s). At that time, I also feel satisfied because I know I've worked hard for this. Well, not hard enough but still better than before. [post : "more on school~"]
Teaser~~~
I thought teachers should expose their students to the world of possibilities. Keep telling their students that it's not impossible to do this or that. Although there might be setbacks & unfortunate events, teachers should still "let" their students know that there's "light" in everything. That when you fail, doesn't mean you fail throughout your life. *sigh* maybe teachers nowadays have lost hopes in their students. Unless they prove to that teacher that they are a "genius" then only the teachers want to help them. Why should it be like that?
Teachers do not think of their students as their own children. Why should they? They are not related to each other. But having teachers thinking that way means having teachers who do not care about their students welfare. & again, why should they? They are not related.
What an ugly reality. [Post : "Something..." ]
Quite an eventful year, although I didn't mention all of them in my blog.