I slept at 5am this morning.

I woke up at 12pm.

I felt like crying... just till when do this has to continue? It's hard for me to sleep early nowadays.



And you know what? Betrayal is a thing of past in my life. I've done things to avoid that and you would think you'll get better at handling these things as you go through more betrayals... But no. It still hurts. Same pain. Same suspicions. Same loss.


This feeling is so uncomfortable.