One out of three classes started today, at 2nd week of Semester 2! *speechless*
Actually, I’m eager to start Semester 2 because I have prepared several ideas to help me manage myself. Some ideas were thought of in the past but were always rejected because they sounded ridiculous. But now, I’ll just try/experiment with whatever ideas that could work (even weird ones). I also found many useful tips from a book I borrowed from the state library.
But it won’t be easy. The old challenges from previous semester will come and haunt me again. Like today. I was all joy in the morning as my first class of this semester [finally] started. Then I went to my second class which was cancelled. Then I headed to my third class of the day, & that was cancelled too.
Half of my day today wasted just like that.
Funny how that made me feel so exhausted as if I had classes all day long. When I was tired, I got cranky and all these negative thoughts came to mind. Angry thoughts. I-have-no-confidence thoughts. Urgh.