Blogthings: Do You Worry Too Much?

Sigh. I'm probably already a worrier from before. This year I somewhat confirm that I worry a lot...? And these past few months, there were times I could get so on edge I seriously thought something bad will happen. I find it harder to be calm again after that worry switch got triggered. I'm just hoping that it won't be worse in the future.

Also, it's kind of ironic that I worry about dying when I don't care about it anymore. In one of my morbid moments, I had said "What if I die in a car accident? I don't want that. I want to die with my own terms," when asked to use a car with faulty power steering system (the steering became very difficult to turn).