Title inspired by Demi Lovato's "La La Land". Listen?
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Yet another reminder 'made' for me to not laze around.


Laziness is not an addiction. It's a bad habit. You do it without realising you're doing it. It's really terrible. I could stare into nothing, thinking that I'm thinking of something but actually I'm not thinking something productive and useful. Minutes went by just like that. Once, I took like 30 minutes to 1 hour to draft my "new" timetable. Then I took over an hour to create a beautiful timetable to stick on my room wall. After that's done, I went straight to bed. And days after that I forgot all about my "new" timetable.

I'm so bad at spending quality time in my life.

Even if you take my "blogging" and "tweeting" activities away, I would remain the same. It all got worst since I was in Form 4 (I wasn't blogging and tweeting back then!). I suspect this is my response to stress when I'm loaded with lots of homework & assignments. I slow down. Huh. That's really not helpful at all.

As much as I hate myself when I'm being lazy, it's a bad habit that's [still] hard to throw away... yet.


Yet.


Will I make it?

If I declare war against procrastination and laziness, will I be able to change?


Can I win this war?