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University: Year 2
The tiring new semester has put a stall on my piano practice. I didn't expect this to happen. Just as I get home, all I can think of is sleeping... I play the piano just to forget anything stressful (ah... I'm abusing the piano!!!).
And also, I've gotten really cranky recently. I found myself on the verge of losing my temper most of the time. I am constantly annoyed by "unintelligence", be it from a student/coursemate or a lecturer or a parent. I long to go sightseeing just to remind myself how beautiful this world is, that nature is kinder than people; that the people I'm angry at is not worth of my time, & that I will do well this semester if I care to study constantly everyday. Grrr. I don't have to hasten my pace just to catch up with those ******s.
As you can read from the tone of this post, I am in a foul mood.
Leave me alone! I think I'm going to cry now... or maybe laugh awkwardly at this situation because at the time I finished typing this, I realised something funny (not telling).