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試験結果

Posted in: 2012 posts | Angry | Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) | Life: Furthering Studies | No Mood | Piano Exam | Self-talk

It seems like my piano exam result was out last Monday...? Did I remember the wrong date?... AH. I can only wait till my class this coming Sunday to know. *sigh*

Regarding my final exam results for last semester... well... it wasn't bad... from my point of view... I finally passed one of the subjects I failed few semesters ago. But I failed the other class again *omigosh. I just laughed to myself after I typed that out XD*... Forgive me if I sound unrepentant. It's shameful indeed. But I have totally lost any interest in what I'm studying. I seriously thought of switching programs/majors after I saw my exam result..  man. I even thought of quitting!

I decided not to in the end because it would be very bothersome & wasteful. 
*BIG SIGH* 

Actually I knew it was going to be like that... Arghh. I hate the thoughts of taking classes with Dr A again. .............................................

Anyway.. now I'm worried about my final year project. I actually had interest in random numbers (totally no idea under what subtopic this is under though)... But after the few hours of thinking of switching & quitting, I think that topic is too hard for me too handle... it's also very risky considering my lack of motivation. 

The only thing I'm interested in doing now is my music theory (my piano teacher have the same thing in mind with me - Grade 5's Theory exam instead of Grade 4's!)... so predictably, it led me to thinking of doing research on mathematics & music. But...I don't know where to start! Which lecturer to consult with? What topic? *the worst thing is I can already imagine Dr A smirking like a ドS during viva/progress presentation because this topic isn't as good as what his field can offer. URGHH.* Ha......... I should start reading articles regarding this. The least I can do is find some info before I meet my mentor. This too... I can already imagine her nagging why I didn't do better last semester & maybe... how will I find work later with these not-so-bright results.. huh. *evil smirk*... ah.. but I can answer this if it ever come up. "I'm really, really, REALLY not interested in Math. But even with these mediocre results, I want to be able to graduate." "... I can always be a piano teacher if I want to... because I CAN."

....

Somewhat... I'm beginning to think that I'm going to start talking back at my lecturers next semester (Oh gosh!!)... student with bad attitudes in the making? Have to admit... I've gone from hating what I study to hating everyone related to what I study.




I'm grateful that I didn't get a PTPTN loan.  

I'm grateful that I take up piano lessons again four years ago.

I'm grateful that I took piano & music theory exams.



Time: 2012-07-25T01:02:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2012 posts , Angry , Delayed Rebellious Phase (Cringeworthy) , Life: Furthering Studies , No Mood , Piano Exam , Self-talk


A BLUR-ry Week

Posted in: ~Sunday Posts | 2007 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | Life: Furthering Studies | Old Blog | School | School: Form 6

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Originally posted on Sunday, January 28, 2007 in my old blog
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Feeling blurry last week...

Aish... I get "blurred" a lot during Chemistry classes... Not that it's hard to understand, but.. scientific concepts are slow to digest at times..

Anyway. New things in our class last week - we re-painted the class in green + yellow & we have our own computer! It was Mr. K.Ng (Guru Pakar) intentions to put one in our class for Biology class use. But, of course, [we,] being fun-loving early adults, the computer would be used illegally by us as a source of entertainment!

I would copy some STPM trial/exam/test papers I found on the net to the computer. I think it would help us a lot in the future.

Oh yeah. I went to a seminar (with a friend) on Kursk State Medical University (KSMU) last Thursday in Promenade at NIGHT! I wonder why it was held that late~ Well, KSMU is recognised in Malaysia (See article: Make sure the colleges are recognised here). It went well. They gave a somewhat detailed information about the university & also the processes (presentation by the agent - Magaram Enterprise or ME). There's an emphasise on safety; eg. students must always let their parents know about their whereabouts, call them when they reached there... They even gave an example about those who went to Europe without telling their parents (on holidays) which made the parents worry (who called the ME later on to ask them)..it could be a chaotic situation I think..So the ME doesn't want that to happen.

My friend is interested in furthering her studies in Russia for Medicine after STPM. I hope the seminar helped her a lot.

Last week was also the week for Kokum's Mesyuarat Agung... I joined St. John Ambulance & Netball club. It's the first time I knew about St. John Ambulance (INTERESTING!). Lok Yuk (my last school) doesn't have this (which is a pity)...

Time: 2007-01-28T16:48:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Sunday Posts , 2007 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , Life: Furthering Studies , Old Blog , School , School: Form 6


13 March ~ SPM Results

Posted in: ~Monday Posts | 2006 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | Form 6 | Life: Furthering Studies | Old Blog | School

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Originally posted on Monday, March 13, 2006 in my old blog
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*staring blankly on my SPM result paper*

*sigh*..... What the heck?...

I got 6As (5A1, 1A2), 3Bs (3B4) and 3Cs (2C5, 1C6).... [it actually came out better than what I've thought!]

Nya!!!!

I mean... phew!!! *relieved sigh*

It's not good enough but hey..... comparing this to my past school SPM-like exams/tests results, this is better!

The results (I think) is just almost enough to 'put' me into matriculation.

BUT, I've made my decision.

...a decision that *really* suits my character, *to be against the most picked option*


I'm going to sit for STPM exam.

I'm going to FORM 6.

FORM 6.

*that will take 2 years from my life*

That's it.

*yokatta.....I've let it out!*

I don't know why I feel this really great relief (feeling)...

Like I'd finally cut my ties with everything related to SPM (schools, teachers, classmates....) & SPM...

SPM, sayonara!!!!!!!


p/s:

I feel like the veins for my
'happy blood' are finally unblocked!


Now I feel like I can speak happily, speak freely, laugh whenever I want, smile whenever I want!!!!!!!

KITAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!


Time: 2006-03-13T16:06:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Monday Posts , 2006 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , Form 6 , Life: Furthering Studies , Old Blog , School


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