(Very) Big goal:

Wake up early

Small goals:

- Deal with my to-watch/currently watching list

- Draw Pakho Chau

• Found two more anime I enjoy watching (one more than the other): 
1. "Campfire Cooking in Another World with My Absurd Skill" -
   *the title is so long!!!* wholesome isekai-themed anime!
2. "Sugar Apple Fairy Tale" - the MC can be annoying sometimes but she hasn't annoy me enough to DNF it
• Want to start drawing Pakho Chau but since I can't find my art stuff, (it's there somewhere, I just need to organise my room *sigh*) I've been procrastinating...
• Have continued reading "The Unreal & The Real" - very slow progress. The font size is so small and the paragraphs look so dense because of that... it takes more effort than usual to read the book. It is easy to read though so far (I don't know why I keep expecting it to be like Conrad's book :/...). I don't think I'll be able to finish this in two weeks... which means... I might not pick a new book this month. I think doing so will be better for me, mentally :)   
• Want to sing...? - when was the last time I sing?
• Think losing trust on someone can be freeing and calming. Sometimes, you have to take that away from those who don't deserve it to move forward.
• Still get easily distracted
• Want to have a good laugh
  

• Shadow of the Tomb Raider
• Nine Hours, Nine Persons, Nine Doors
• Murdered: Soul Suspect

"Getting ‘stuck’ is a sign that you are trying to improve yourself. If you don’t struggle, you won’t find inspiration." -Yoshitomo Nara (answer to Ohno’s question on being ‘stuck’ in creating art)

So it was kind of scary that some time in the middle of the year I suddenly had the urge to create art. 

I had that one moment where a voice inside me said, "I want to paint something." I didn't respond to that urge immediately though. 

I'm...slowly getting there.

1. I'm waiting for J&T to deliver some 10.10 parcels.
   
   
2. I'm window-shopping for books on Shopee. I'm thinking of translated books by Japanese authors.
   
   
3. I just realised that now Book Depository asked for phone numbers in the delivery address section. I don't remember having that in the past.
   
   
4. I need to clean and organise my room (again).
   
   
5. I want to compile all my stationery and art supplies in one place and organise systematically because my system now has failed me *sigh*
   
   
6. I've somewhat finished doing a list of books in my shelf (I mentioned in a post before about doing a static list). Still need to add my manga collection...
   
   
7. Disabled the "Google Dictionary" extension. Chrome is being slow again so I'm trying to see if one of the extensions is responsible. But the dictionary recently sometimes work and sometimes it doesn't so I'm not missing having it.
   
   
8. I feel like learning French again. Thinking of taking out my old notes and books from the storage box (or bottom shelf).
   
   
9. Today's weather report: It's hot! I can feel the burn on my back when I was hanging up the laundry.
   
   
10. Been playing "Viscera Cleanup Detail" recently and got reminded why I hate cleaning sometimes (sooo many things to do...). I should get back to killing aliens in ME3. 
    
    
11. I want to watch more horror movies.
    
    
12. I've been taking Calcium supplement daily recently and I realised it helps me to fall asleep. Supposedly it helps with the sleep cycle (which I do have problems with). It's like the drinking milk thing to induce sleep. It works for me (I don't know if it's placebo effect or what). At night, I actually yawn (which doesn't happen always) and yearn for sleep. And I'm able to sleep more than 5 hours. 
    
    
13. Thinking of doing art stuff again but don't know where to start. I probably should do #5 first so that I know where to find my things.