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Really Bittersweet Experience

Posted in: 2021 posts | Reading

"Our entire family suffered when your Niang entered our home. The spell she cast over your Father was like that of the fox-devil of our ancient folklore. Besides her youth and beauty, he was probably in awe of her foreign blood. Remember, he grew up in the French concession during an era which was unique in China. We are all victims of history." - Aunt Baba, Falling Leaves (Adeline Yen Mah)

I just finished reading "Falling Leaves". I don't remember how I felt reading it when I was younger. But reading at this age, over ten years later, I find that I'm angrier at the parents more than before. As I'm older today (to understand things), I can't help thinking this last night, "Such terrible parents!"  But since this is non-fiction, I don't feel right saying that about other people's very real family. Let's leave it there for now. 

So, yesterday (or the day before), I was just over 100 pages and I find the unfairness made me feel angry so I decided to finish it today. I was less angry during the second half of it. 

I still think it's a good read after so many years. Bittersweet and inspiring. Found the book at random at the library (judging from the year, probably Sabah State Library?). Then I started buying her books after discovering them for sale at local book shops.

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Meanwhile, in the afternoon, I found one of my succulent plants on the floor, with bitten marks. 

So how was your day?

Time: 2021-07-08T18:28:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: 2021 posts , Reading


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