You have outer emotional control down to a T. People may view you as cynical and cold due to how well you control your inner thoughts. People also view you as responsible because of it. Your intentions are often never to harm others, and you are rather introverted. You're not invested in drama, and you love alone time. When you do express your emotions, they may come off as watered down. Your smile isn't super strong on the surface, and you're also not balling your eyes out when upset. Your positive and negative reactions may blend with one another (ex: mad and sad may look the same. Same with content and exitement). 

Only people close to you will see the softer nature that's inside, while untrusted strangers will see the colder expressions. You're one of those people who look mean from afar, but once you get to know them, they're quite fun to be around.