Wednesday, December 29, 2021

Dark Grey

I think it's easy to figure me out. If I like or have interest in something, it's very clear by the way I talk about it. I tend to ignore or avoid things I hate (unless when they become problematic and I have to address them). Most of the time, I just pretend those things don't exist. The problem [for others] is, I think differently...? That's why it's hard to predict what my motivations are. But, if you know me well enough, you'll know it's really simple. 

I don't like to lie. Because it takes efforts to lie, and I am someone who don't like troublesome things. But... I do still lie when it's necessary to do so. My lies are created from half-truths. White lies? Sometimes. Mainly, lies are for to me to avoid troublesome things.

Yes, I do things by extremes... but I consider myself morally grey. Fine. I'm more like dark grey nowadays, but it's still grey XD.



...and that was what I wrote 7.5 hours ago lol. Not sure where I'm getting at with those. Probably had a moment of self-reflection or something. 

The rest of my afternoon was spent on reading "A Vision of Fire"... totally didn't do any cleaning or organising *sigh*. 

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