Dramatic

Hard to describe how I feel today. Dramatic, maybe? Like if I have a name for that feeling(s?), they will just sound fake and exaggerated. 

You know that moment where you avoid thinking about something, then avoid the next thing, and  next thing... until you return to the thing you avoided the first time? Something like that. I don't like going through such cycles. If I can't solve it, I want out. I will escape, even if it's only in my mind. 

Arghhh