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有朋 Youpeng, 我不喜歡你 I don't like you...

Posted in: ~Saturday Posts | 2005 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | My Fangirl Side | Old Blog | Personal Translations | School: SPM Years | 蘇有朋

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Originally posted on Saturday, March 19, 2005 in my old blog
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Found this article. Not really sure from which thread and who the author is (but at the end written the name 'Can Yue' 殘月--maybe it's her/him). It is a very touching article. I had translated it into english. Please be aware that I am not a pro translator. Every translation is not a direct translation and was done with the help of online dictionary and my little knowledge of chinese language. [* indicates sentences I don't know how to translate]


Youpeng, I don't like you
I don’t like you to come to your website and leave messages early in the morning.
Your health is not that good yet you still go to sleep this late.
You made our heart aches.
We don’t want you to leave messages.
We just want a very healthy Youpeng.

I don’t like you disallowing us from visiting you at your working site.
Don’t like you disallowing us from giving you presents…
yes, I admit…it is because we want you to be as honourable/reputable as other artistes..*
But you want us to donate all those presents…to help the needy people…
I don’t like you thinking for others and let yourself suffer…

I don’t like you to work till morning…
I don’t like to see you on the news with blurry, sleepy eyes and at the same time greets everyone…telling everyone your latest work will soon be meeting us (soon be out).
I’m not worried…
I’m really not worried…
You are in our hearts…
We don’t care your other things, we just want you to be happy…

I don’t like your affectionate performance in your serials.
I don’t like you suffering to perform your innermost feelings (through his characters, I think).
Although it is only a play, you used your real feelings (when acting)…
Seeing/Watching that made our pain ache a lot, really painful…
We don’t want to see your sorrowful face (or expressions?)

During signing session, I don’t like you to sign till your hand is tired…
You can sign more less ah…
I know, the smile on your face came from your heart (meaning-- a sincere smile)..but your hand shakes when you are signing for your fans…
Did you know?
I really feel I want to come forward and scold you *
I want to tell you to go and get your rest.
But I didn’t do it.
I know, that time is the real you..

I don’t like you to hide the real you.
There’s a lot of news (& gossips) about you.
Why didn’t you come forward to clarify…
You made us really angry, did you know that?
Is it fun making everybody misunderstand you?
I know what is in your heart.
You don’t want to make any statements. * But we felt outraged (for those false news/gossips) for you...

I don’t like you forever putting your fans at the first place.
I don’t like you worrying about your fans all the time.
Please think for your fans.
You are our jing shen zhi zhu 精神支柱 (spiritual mainstay, I guess it meant motivation or encouragement to live).
If you have health problems, what can we do…please, I beg you, forever put ‘good health’ at the first place (replace ‘fans’)…please, for us…

殘月/ 筆
Original version
有朋 我不喜歡你
我不喜歡你凌晨三點起來給我們留言
你的身體本來就不太好
你還要那麼晚睡覺你讓我們好心痛
我們不要看你的留言 我們只要身體健康的你

有朋 我不喜歡你
我不喜歡你不讓我們去探你的班
不喜歡你不讓我們送你禮物
是的 我承認 我們不想讓你比任何明星少光彩
不讓你比任何明星少排場…可你卻讓我們把這些都捐出去
去幫助那些有需要的人 我不喜歡你這麼為別人著想而讓自己受苦


有朋,我不喜歡你
我不喜歡你錄音錄到凌晨
我不喜歡在娛樂新聞裏看到你睡眼朦朧的和大家打招呼,
告訴大家你的作品馬上會和我們見面
我不著急…我真的不著急…我們心裏有你
我們不在乎你的任何東西…我們只要你快樂


有朋 我不喜歡你
我不喜歡你在電視劇中那深情款款的演出
我不喜歡你痛苦痛心的去演繹你內心的情感
應為我們心理明白 就算是演戲 也是要把自己所有的感情全部付出去
我們看的好心痛 好痛心 我們不要看到你那悲傷的臉孔

有朋 我不喜歡你
我不喜歡你簽售會上簽名簽到手軟
你可以少簽點啊…我知道 你臉上的笑容是發自內心的
可你的手卻在微微的顫抖中給FANS簽名… 你知道嗎?
我好想上前去罵你 去責備你 我想告訴你馬上回到休息室去休息…
可我沒有做 我知道 這時候才是真正的你自己‧‧

有朋 我不喜歡你
我不喜歡你去隱藏真實的自己 那麼多關於你的緋聞
你為什麼都不去澄清 不去反駁 你讓我們看的好氣你知道嗎?
讓大家去誤會你好玩嗎?我知道你心裏所想的
你不想去做無謂的聲明 你不想理會那些無謂的家伙… 可我們為你抱不平啊…

有朋 我不喜歡你
我不喜歡你永遠把朋迷放在第一位
我不喜歡你什麼時候都去擔心你的朋迷
都去替你的朋迷著想 你是我們的心裏的精神支柱
如果你的身體有任何狀況
我們怎麼辦 我求你 求你
永遠都要把身體健康放到第一位好嗎?為了我們…

殘月/ 筆
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Time: 2005-03-19T23:50:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Saturday Posts , 2005 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , My Fangirl Side , Old Blog , Personal Translations , School: SPM Years , 蘇有朋


FiGhTiNg fOr My OwN fUtUrE

Posted in: ~Wednesday Posts | 2005 posts | About Studying | Cringy Teenage Years | My Fangirl Side | Old Blog | Personal Translations | School: SPM Years | 蘇有朋

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Originally posted on Wednesday, March 16, 2005 in my old blog
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...the complaint continues

I don't understand what is wrong with me! I have everything readied to assist my study and revision but it just seems that...

It's like...imagine...I have a good car with the most excellent engine...designed beautifully... fully-equipped...Other people's (my other classmates) car can't be compared to mine... YET, having all those is not enough if you never started your engine...Maybe I don't how to start OR I'm too lazy to bother about it cause it is a very tiring ...Other people has started their engines earlier than me & is winning...& ME, still resting under a tree by a lake with the car parked besides me...*SIGH*

I'm going to start the engine very soon...It's time to FIGHT FOR THE FUTURE!!!!!!It's time for revenge!!!
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That's Kou Zhen Hai [QSSYMM's Lu Zhen Hua & YMHJ's Pan Ren Mei):

.:Source:. He talks about what he thinks about Alec's performance as Du Fei & during working (I think). Heh...heh...he said among those 4 leads (Alec, Vicki, Ruby & Leo) he is the most prominent one. Alec is a very intelligent young man, very good in handling his character (Du Fei). Don't really understand the last part---hmm...ah! Don't care-lah...at least he said something good about Alec..
partial article--
"...蘇有朋的表現應是他們四人中最突出的,他是一個很聰明的孩子,對人物的把握很好,收放也很自如..."

Time: 2005-03-16T17:54:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Wednesday Posts , 2005 posts , About Studying , Cringy Teenage Years , My Fangirl Side , Old Blog , Personal Translations , School: SPM Years , 蘇有朋


[UB 1] The Fourth & Last Day

Posted in: ~Wednesday Posts | 2005 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | Exams and Tests | Old Blog | School | School: SPM Years

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Originally posted on Wednesday, March 16, 2005 in my old blog
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Brief Update:

Today's paper: MM (Modern Maths), MT (Additional Maths) and PM (Moral Education)

I don't wish to talk about it ...BUT...
AHHHHHHH ~ ~~How I hate to not know how to do maths!!!!!!!!

Actually----I REALLY love Maths (Modern + Additional)
I love those numbers...and the 'everyday problems'...algebra...(though I hate statistic)

I know I can be VERY GOOD at it...I like doing maths exercises...

YET...Since I started Form 4 & 5...I seldomly do exercises...I'm always busy finishing my last minute homework...Nights of sleeping VERY late cause me having bad moods ...lack of sleep made me irritable ...low-esteem ...down...depression...

~~to be continued

Time: 2005-03-16T17:14:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Wednesday Posts , 2005 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , Exams and Tests , Old Blog , School , School: SPM Years


[UB 1] The Third Day

Posted in: ~Tuesday Posts | 2005 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | Exams and Tests | Old Blog | School | School: SPM Years

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Originally posted on Tuesday, March 15, 2005 in my old blog
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Brief Update:

....to-day's....papers----FIZ, BIO, & PP

All deadly papers... .

It was terrible... you can never feel the same feelings like what I have.... I keep telling myself I will do the best for the April's first term exam... That comforts me a bit... after a while I got anxious again...AIY.....*BIG SIGH*

Time: 2005-03-15T14:57:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Tuesday Posts , 2005 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , Exams and Tests , Old Blog , School , School: SPM Years


[UB 1] The Second Day

Posted in: ~Monday Posts | 2005 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | Exams and Tests | Old Blog | School: SPM Years

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Originally posted on Monday, March 14, 2005 in my old blog
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Brief Update:

Today's paper--KIM (Chemistry) and EST (English for Science & Technology)

For Kim---last minute readings
EST---kind of 'okay'

Tomorrow is the 'peak' day---subjects I'm not really confident to pass
Better go.....

Time: 2005-03-14T17:21:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Monday Posts , 2005 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , Exams and Tests , Old Blog , School: SPM Years


[OpInIoN] Television Programmes in Malaysia~~

Posted in: ~Saturday Posts | 2005 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | Interest | My Fangirl Side | Old Blog | Personal Thoughts | School: SPM Years | TV

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Originally posted on Saturday, March 12, 2005 in my old blog
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I'm taking a break---

I stumbled upon this forum [Xia ri li de chun tian / spring in summer?]

There's supposed to be a picture at this point but apparently my old photobucket account is dead... (´゚д゚`).  

The title is 夏日里的春天. [ Google? ]

Yeah, for sure, I had watched this serial earlier this year on TV2. Not quite like any other mainland china's serial drama. I think the actors/actresses are talented. Chun Tian (acted by Ma Su) appears very likeable to me. I love Gao Yuan's smile ---his acting was okay & he's my favourite male character in there. I'm glad that he ended up with Chun Tian. Si Du Nan was kinda cute. The others acting was alright but I hate Miao Ge's character, and the actress herself look so fake and 'confused' in my opinion. Overall, a pretty good serial - well, considering that this is china's serial.

Currently, NTV7 is airing 'The Flying Dagger' starring Julian Cheung and Ruby Lin. I was looking forward to this before 'Eternal Happiness' end its run. It is just plain funny that I get to watch Alec's female lead's in his latest serial on TV before watching their serial . Like last year, TV3 re-aired 'All About Eve' (Chae Rim was cute and young in here). BUT, I never realised that 'The Flying Dagger' is so boring!!!! The story drags...I don't care if I miss watching it....Ruby Lin was pretty in there acting as Choi Yu (don't know if this is right)....but..I like to see her acted as Choi Yu's mum more...Very glad it will end soon..it's almost 40 episodes....

Nowadays the chinese serials on TV (FYI I don't have Astro) are so full of untalented actors/actresses...Really piss me off le...

I would want to watch Ah-Ha and Monk again in TV3. & don't forget Happy Sunday--I must watch the one with Alec on TV! Secretly hoping that any channel (TV2, TV3, & NTV7) will telecast 'Love of the Aegean Sea' OR 'Warriors of the Yang Clan' OR 'Heavenly Sword Dragon Sabre 2003''!!! (Really envy the Singaporeans---Love of the Aegean Sea will be airing there soon!!)

Time: 2005-03-12T23:15:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Saturday Posts , 2005 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , Interest , My Fangirl Side , Old Blog , Personal Thoughts , School: SPM Years , TV


[UB 1] The First Day

Posted in: ~Saturday Posts | 2005 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | Exams and Tests | Friends | Old Blog | School: SPM Years

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Originally posted on Saturday, March 12, 2005 in my old blog
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Just a brief update:


Today had 3 papers-- BM (Malay Language), BI (English Language) & SEJ (History)

BM was okay (although I screwed up a bit with my rumusan)
BI was fine
I sure will fail for my SEJ---Not fully-prepared, didn't study, no readings meaning NO A~

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Step is back...But she's sick...hope she gets well soon!!

Time: 2005-03-12T18:24:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: ~Saturday Posts , 2005 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , Exams and Tests , Friends , Old Blog , School: SPM Years


[S]ijil [P]elajaran [M]alaysia

Posted in: # Love of the Aegean Sea | ~Thursday Posts | 2005 posts | Cringy Teenage Years | Exams and Tests | My Fangirl Side | Old Blog | School: SPM Years | 蘇有朋

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Originally posted on Thursday, March 10, 2005 in my old blog
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Shouldn't be here right now, actually... I'm not done with my account homework...

This saturday is our school's Ujian Bulanan 1 ----I don't put much hope to get straight A's...Think about it, during normal school days, I spent my time doing a lot of homework...I only get to do revision a few days before test....An A for Physics? Biology? Chemistry? Add Maths? No way!

Anyway, SPM 2004 results is out today (should be yesterday)...Two of the best SPM students in Sabah are from our school....The highest A our school got is 13A (12A1, 1A2)....8 student got straight A's...don't really remember...
The teachers are having a great time seeing their former students obtained A's in the subject they teach...My Moral Education (ME) teacher is a bit surprised by our the student who got 12A1 & 1A2 because she scored A2 for her subject...

Actually, I don't really like my ME teacher because she has this attitude that I'm not so comfortable with. She reminds me of En Qi's mother, Zhou Mei Ling -- BUT today I felt she is exceptionally nice...during lesson she made eye contact with me...maybe because we had changed our class location. I sit at front (first row) because I love it there. It is easier to ask questions and hear what teacher wants us to do...in fact, there are many students at the back who just can't stop talking especially when there is no teacher around. They are very *NOISY* ---I'll do anything as long as I'm far from them!

Talk about SPM examination---
I'll be having SPM this year...I'm taking 12 subjects (Malay Language, English Language, English for Science and Technology, Modern Maths, Additional Maths, Biology, Physics, Chemistry, Accounting Principle, History, Moral Education, and Art Education)---With my way of studying, could I obtain straight A's? Hmmm...



Heh...he... heard that 'Love of the Aegean Sea' is doing well in Japan. Alec's popularity is rising--- His pictorial album will be released there too...Wonder what they will think about that pictorial 


I finished watching that tragic drama in July (or August?) 2004...and I was so depressed with what happened to En Qi in the end...It took almost 2 months to recover...Nowadays, I always watch Episode 40 (till I can memorise their dialogues ) & it never fails to make me cry....

By the way, I had listened to the previous version of 'Ni Ke Yi Bu Dong' if I'm not mistaken, sang by Zero Band (?)...Okay-lah...Yet, I still love Alec's version because it is very sweet and passionate 

That's all for now...

Time: 2005-03-10T17:39:00+08:00
Posted by RuYanda
Labels: # Love of the Aegean Sea , ~Thursday Posts , 2005 posts , Cringy Teenage Years , Exams and Tests , My Fangirl Side , Old Blog , School: SPM Years , 蘇有朋


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